This is a beautifully written story by Catherine Porter formerly of the Toronto Star. I took a peek at the story and couldn’t divert my attention.
What’s weird is that at a webinar this morning, there was a demonstration about putting your life’s priorities first before taking on the other less important but time consuming tasks. People were given a empty bowl along with 2 bowls. One had small gravel representing the many urgent but not important tasks in life. The other bowl had large rocks representing things like health, passion, love, family – the important things in life. They had to fill the empty bowl with the contents from those 2 bowls without going over the top of the bowl.
Of course, if you filled the bowl first with the small gravel, you couldn’t add all the big rocks in. The trick is to put the big rocks in first and then pour the small gravel so they fall all around spaces left by the big rocks.
Sometimes I think life sends us messages in many different ways.
I was about to go to sleep when a car alarm went off. It kept on going so I went to the window to see which stupid car it was. It was some SUV parked across the street, the trunk was open. But no one showed up. After a couple of long minutes, it finally shut itself off. I was about to go back when I saw two nicely dressed women scampering around the corner. One of them squatted on the sidewalk to pee while the other tried to cover her.
Ugh. I just know I’ll have either a sleepless night or nightmares.
Sigh – the quality of my writing has reached a new depth.
Looking for a job is a job. Lately, I just don’t feel like working. When people ask me what I want to do, I give them my usual 30 second commercial. But deep down, I just want to read, write and take photos. When I walk by a panhandler, I sometimes see myself in that role. It’s illogical and unsettling.
Anyways… I’m tailoring a resume to a job opening. I hope to finish it today and move on to the cover letter.
The cool and rainy weather the past couple of days hasn’t helped my mood. And my DSLR is spitting out error messages (err 99 code).
I think it’s time to restart my gratitude journal.