I sometimes get a feeling I’m not alone even though I’m physically alone in my condo. If I’m working late at night, I just have my desk lamp on. My desk is at the corner of the room and it faces the wall. Every so often I just have this sense that someone is behind me. I turn on all the lights and walk around. Of course, there’s no one and the front door is still locked.
But most of the time I have this vague feeling of being reassured. It’s as if someone is around just keeping guard. But I don’t know who. A couple of weeks ago, I started thinking about cats. I’ve always had cats around me when I was a kid. Was it one of my pet cats from long ago? But then again, I follow a bunch of cat accounts on Instagram.
*pauses writing to release a spider out the window*
I would like to know who or what is keeping me company. Do they see me at my best? Or when I’m lazy and procrastinating? Maybe it’s just Santa clause keeping tabs on who is naughty or nice. In other unrelated news… my sibling made an appointment for me to see a medium that he and his wife both saw.