For the past couple of months, my productivity at work has declined significantly. I just can’t seem to focus on anything at all. I work longer hours to make up for it. But that isn’t working. I’ve lost a lot of interest in doing stuff. It’s just a strange feeling. It’s as if my mind has adopted an attitude of “I don’t care anymore.”
This is an odd feeling. I’ve had moments like this before but it would usually just last a couple of days. I wondered if my body is just telling me to take a break. I did take a week “off” after my dad passed in December. But maybe it’s just a combination of stress, grief, insomnia and day to day pressures that have gotten to me. And I’ve picked up a cold too. Ugh.
Maybe I need to talk to a wise man or a mystic.